Alone Beside Her

a last goodbye,with tears i cry
in cold septembers dawn
brave alone the mourning mist
time will not heal the love that we have lost
so long as i must wait fer the i shall
from the window i see her face,words cannot bring her back
i am not as strong as you,but such things yeild for mercy
and we could have gone forever,but you always were stronger
were you ever there for me as id lie alone beside you
helpless from myself,afraid of what i might become
this hideous journey through the black darkens me
the sheets still smell of her,a radiance of meusing desire
i thought i knew myself befor i met her
but now it seems that all i know is you
misery defeats me and regret finds me each day
lonliness empowering,with sympathy a slut and a lier
she wills me to die again and again and again
how sadly i saw the world,the day her eyes spoke the truth
her tiny imperfections magnify
a gamelon,a symphony of simple sounds
jestures in sequence,past lives crashing,falling
i tremble in the moments last touch
she was my last breath....
she was my last breath